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The Ambulance Angels.
When I see you walking by yourself, I want to cut the corners off of your lips. I want to shave the angles off your cheeks. I want to wash the geometry off your face. Those cosmetics run, run, run like ivory blood burns. You keep coming back to get fucked on the operating table. You keep coming back a different shade of nauseating. It's time to take that face back to the bank & count the cash your really make. Pennies, Doctor, Pennies!
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| POUR THE LIQUOR ON THE STAIRCASE GIRL. |
[15 Mar 2005|11:46pm] |
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There have come times when events in my life had made me both stronger & weaker. I've realized that I need to start dealing with my own problems. I've been focusing too much on my relationships with friends, family, boyfriends. I need a time out to stop & think about things & it looks like this is the perfect time. I've been very vulnerable to heartbreak & failure. Everyone is I guess if you come to think about it, but if I battle these things now, I'll be able to save myself for becoming everything that I hate. I could be anything I want to be if I set my mind to it. I shouldn't be so dependant on other people but after these series of events that ocurred over the last year, I've come to think that I can battle all these flaws by myself. I always thought that I needed someone else to make me happy but now that I got all this trash out of my life, I can become a stronger me. A motivational, go-getter kind of person. I shouldn't need to have hate & pent up anger. I can change into a better person now that there is no bad karma that is preventing me from turning over a good leaf.
I want to thank all of my friends for everything. I believe without them I wouldn't be as much of a person as I am today. I've been helped out a lot over the past year or so with things that I didn't think I would be able to got through. I did & it is easier surrounding myself with these people who love me & care about me. Thank you for everything you guys.
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| I AIN'T NO HOLLABACK GIRL. |
[27 Feb 2005|05:00pm] |
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I stole this picture but shhh. Bryana & Douglass came over on Friday night. We had quite a splendid time. Hah. Bryana drew some pictures of people from school & hung them on my door. Yesss. We went to the mall on Saturday & then to Fridays because we are obsessed with that place. Dave & Seth made fun of us for wearing green. Haha. "It's not St. Patrick's day yet." Goshh. Losers. I painted most of the day & made some amaaazzing lunch. You know the deal butofcourse. Well. I'm off to do better things I suppose.
P.S; If someone has any LJ codes or sites or anything can I have them?
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| A WHOLE CUP OF NOTHING FOR HIM TO INDULDGE. |
[14 Feb 2005|06:58pm] |
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Happy Valentimes Day.
It's not Valentimes for me. My love is sick but we are going to celebrate it this week sometime.
In other news, I do not know what events to participate in for Black & White night so if you have any idea of what I should or you are doing, please tell me.
P.S; I love my Valentime Steph Brandt. <3
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| JUST WHITHER AWAY, REAL BEAUTY IS FOREVER |
[13 Feb 2005|10:57am] |
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Long time, no update. Well. This weekend is going pretty good. Today is Doug's birthday. I believe I'm going to his house tonight to meet the family & such. Hopefully that's still on; my Dougy's sicky. He deserves a great birthday because he is one of the best people that I know.
I think I'm going to start doing some school activities. I believe Tennis Club is going ot start & I want to do track. Yulia & I were thinking about doing Stage Crew for the school play. I wanted to do some events for Black & White Night too. I guess we'll see.
Editt: Happy Belated Birthday Lauryn & Sharon.
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Happy Early Birthday Alley Burke.
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| I REMEMBER WHEN WE USED TO SIT IN THE GOVERNMENT YARD IN TRENCH TOWN. |
[03 Feb 2005|11:41am] |
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In this bright future, you can't forget the past. So wipe your tears.
I'm not sure I like how that picture turned out.
I looked outside my mother's window this morning & it almost looked like Spring. Timmy called me last night, which was nice. I haven't talked to him in a while. The week is coming to a close & I have to say I am not overly satisfied or disastisfied with my classes. I'm home today. I didn't feel well. I think I'm going to go have some Ramen & then paint. Today seems like a nice, relaxing day.
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| SWALLOW MY TOUNGE IF I CAN'T SAY THE WORDS THAT WILL SAVE YOUR LIFE. |
[31 Jan 2005|03:45pm] |
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& to the one that stopped my heart, I must return the crash. Pull up the floorboards & expose the ghost of my first love.
This week was surprisingly easy. We had finals all this week & the week before that was pretty easy because we had off some of the days. This is like third three-day weekend, I believe. Our new semester is starting Tuesday. I don't know if I have classes with anyone that I know. I know I have gym with Erin, Ashley & maybe Jim Ward & I have Origins with Ilya. I guess I'll see on Tuesday. I went to the movies on Friday. We saw White Noise again, for the second time. Kace, Kim, Barb, Doug & I went. Haha. I went to the King Of Prussia Mall yesterday. We were there for like six hours & I didn't even get a dress for Senior Sweetheart. I dropped like 120$ in Hollister, I bought a pair of Fossil sunglasses & a bra though. I think people are coming over tonight. We'll see.
P.S; I'll tell you one day little Niki. :-)
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| SO LONG & GOODNIGHT. |
[25 Jan 2005|12:08pm] |
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This kid's an idiot.
Heh. I just found some pictures of people.
We have off today. Yesterday was a good day. The Eagles won the playoffs & it was my mom's birthday. I was upset the Steelers lost but you know, it's all good.
I sang my mom a song last night for her birthday & it went a little something like this:
Todays your birthday! The best day of our lives because the Eagles won the playoffs. Happy birthday, happy birthday to you & did I forget to mention that we all think you’re a big Jew? Happy Birthday, bring home the bacon!
...Don't get offended. They are all practically inside jokes...
( + 3 )
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| THIS TIME I'LL BE NERVOUS BECAUSE I CAN'T SEE YOUR HANDS IN FRONT OF ME TONIGHT. |
[23 Jan 2005|06:44pm] |
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I'm a halfway girl, cracking a smile & wearing it all on my sleeve.
This weekend pretty much sucks. I posted this picture because I hate the snow. It makes me realize that summer is five months away. I went to the mall yesterday with Niki, Doug & Mike. We got Chai is all I have to say. Hah. The show was cancelled but it's alright. I need to get some rest for the week coming up.
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| CAN I SELL THE SUNRISE FOR A SUNSET, YEAH? |
[20 Jan 2005|08:50pm] |
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Do you remember those nights where I slept so tight thinking of you? I remember hanging on to your every word, roller rinks & summer flings. So young but those memories never fade. Third times a charm when you've fallen in love with him a million times before.
That was from the heart, son'. I had a bad day, but I'm sure it will all be better tomorrow.
P.S. Sean & I are doing it up tomorrow. Gangster shake. You know what's up.
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| WE ALL WANT TO EMBARRASS YOU, THAT'S WHY WERE SINGING THIS SONG. |
[16 Jan 2005|10:48am] |
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This weekend so far has been amazing. I had my party on Friday & it was so much fun. Yesterday was my birthday & I got my new laptop & my mom is going to set it up today. Last night I went to Dougy's show. Whoo. It was so much fun! I had a wonderful time & Left For Dead was amazing like always & then Doug's dad raced this gebronie. Haha.
( So Happy Fucking Birthday, you're not special! )
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| THIS PLACE WAS NEVER THE SAME AGAIN AFTER YOU CAME & WENT. |
[13 Jan 2005|05:11pm] |
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Today is pretty special. Enough said.
Matthew Lipnick you are my best friend.
Look to the past & remember & smile.
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| THE TELEPHONE SWALLOWED THE CHILD. |
[13 Jan 2005|03:02pm] |
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I made Bagel Bites yesterday.
We had to presents my Spanish skit today with Sean. Let me just say it was horrible. I got up there & I forgot my note card so I had to go back to my seat & get it. Haha. All these Spanish 4 bronies were laughing at me. Hah. I met with my guidence counsler. It was alright. I'm taking Web Page Design, Art 1, Spanish 3H, & SAT Test Prep next year. He was like, "I'll see you next year so we can talk about college." I was like, "Eh." I have no idea what college I want to go to. Haha. I have the rest of my miserable stay at Tennent all planned out though. My day was amazing. All my classes were pretty much chill. This weekend is going to be amazing too. I can't wait for tomorrow.
( You smile like a Catholic in heat.. )
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| NIKI SAYS IT THE BEST. PIMPIN' AIN'T EASY. |
[08 Jan 2005|02:02pm] |
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Kacie drew the funniest picture of the beach on this last night. Heh. But anyways, last night was fun. I dropped my shit off at Kim's house after school and we went to Dougs. Jeff, Kim, Doug & I walked around & went to Giseppes. Then Andrew & Kenny & them came to pick me up & we went back to Kenny's house & hung out. After that everyone came over my house. I'm going to the mall today to go birthday shopping & to get new shoes.
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| I WISH I DIDN'T SAY "IM SORRY." |
[06 Jan 2005|02:55pm] |
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Inky's chillin' like a bronie, son'.
I came home today from school. I watched Made all day & did math homework. The week went by fast. I'm in all honors for next year except Science & Math. Beat that. I'm getting a laptop for my birthday & tomorrow's Friday.
Prouty: sophiaaaaa.. your my homeegirll.. i lovvvvvvveee you so muchhh.. i just wanna touchhhhhh... .. ......... your hairrrrrrrrr.. cause its so prettyyyy like a flowerrrrrrr.. smells like shampoo in the showerrrrr. and thats whyyyy i love youuuuu sopphiiaaaaaa smeckkerrrr
Hahaha.
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| EVERYTHING'S GOING TO BE ALRIGHT, EVERYTHING'S GOING TO BE ALRIGHT NOW. |
[03 Jan 2005|07:24pm] |
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No matter how sad I am, Rocky always looks happy & that's why I love him. My first day back to school & it was bad. I woke up with swollen eyes & walked to all my classes by myself until after school when Tom walked me to my locker. I came home & Andrew, Kenny & I waited for Lesley to get home & I with her for a little while. After that, Kenny came over & taught me how to play Texas Holdem'. So if you want to play me, hit me up. Tomorrow will be better.
Don't worry about a thing, worry about a thing. Every little thing gonna be alright. Don't worry about a thing. Cause every little thing gonna be alright
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| THE SOUND OF THE STEREO, THE DIM OF THE SOFT LIGHTS. |
[02 Jan 2005|12:04pm] |
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For old time's sake. By someone special. Haha.
Do you care if I don't know whut to say?
New Year's sucked. I went to the movies with Pyro & Pedro & then came home and Bryana & I hung out.
School starts tomorrow & I have to say I'm not so thrilled to see some certain people.
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| CAN YOU INJECT LOVE'S TENDER TOUCH BACK INTO THE GANG BANG? |
[31 Dec 2004|12:07pm] |
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This is a picture from last New Year's Eve. Leash Leash and I went to Tiffany's party & Niki's boyfriend was telling us a story about a hamster in a trash can for about thirty minutes. Hopefully this New Year's Eve will be eventful too. I think I'm going to have some people over..
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| AMBER IS THE COLOR OF YOUR ENERY. |
[26 Dec 2004|02:32pm] |
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By: Bryana. Haha.
Christmas was good yesterday. I got some clothes, CDs, you know, the usual. But uhhum. So yes. I hope this break is going to be good. We are supposed to go down to Center City with the Oliphants this week. & I want to go see Jarrod, so I might take a trip up to the King Of Prussia Mall. I'm going to see Ocean's Twelve tonight with my mom. My birthday is coming up soon and I want a digital camera.
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| COME AS YOU ARE, AS YOU WERE, AS I WANT YOU TO BE. AS A FRIEND, AS A FRIEND. |
[23 Dec 2004|06:26pm] |
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Life is funny & you never know
whut tomorrow may bring.
So just relax, and have fun
& don't think about tomorrow.
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| WILL I SHAKE THIS OFF, PRETEND IT'S ALL OKAY? |
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This weekend was fun. I went to Dougy's show on Friday. And I had so much fun. I'm so glad I went. Tom's dad was telling me a joke about Tiger Woods and Stevie Wonder. Haha. The Rowdies, Mainstreet and Doug's band Left For Dead was there. They did good for their first show. Haha. Jesus was there and Tom wanted to give him a hug.
I don't really want to talk about yesterday. Uhum. Today I went to tennis and wrapped presents and watched the game. Santa came on the fire truck and I went outside to get candy. Yanno? And he was throwing candy to all these kids and I was waving and he just looked at me and kept going. Hahaha. I was heart broken. Maybe my dad was right that I'm on the naughty list. Hah.
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